This week I started getting back into doing the daily practice more easily, at least, to do them easily everyday. However, then halloween came around and I didn't do them for a few days. There are four readings, however. I think that this week's class helped get me back into it after midterms. This is because it was interesting to try to do the practice with other people.
Anyways. At the beginning of the week, October 25th, the reading was a little rushed because I wanted to go to bed, but I didn't have a problem concentrating. I think I Just pushed it too quickly. October 26th, I spent more time on my reading. I really made sure that I was focused and that I cast the circle slowly. I always feel like the reading goes more smoothly when I get into a focused state of mind. Sometimes when my mind feels jumbled, it's almost like you can tell that reading isn't as 'true' or 'pure' as it normally would be. The reading on Friday (the 27th) went well too. I had a lot of time to do it and my mind wasn't stressed out at all.
My most recent reading, the one today, was difficult. I'm very tired from driving back from my friend's school which is three and a half hours away. Also I was trying to catch up on a lot of different things and my computer was close by, which is always distracting. It took me a lot more time than it normally does to do a reading.
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